March 2012 as I looked at myself in the mirror, getting ready to go to a concert on campus, I noticed something different with my legs. They weren’t the same color; it looked as if they got burned some how without me knowing about it. So that following week or a few weeks later I went to the doctor. I thought it was nothing. I didn’t think that it would get this far. It IS something. Two months later I had a biopsy because the skin cancer doctor, after the first doctor had no idea, did not know what I have. She have seen many skin disorders, but nothing quite like this. Now after having the biopsy I am being transferred to another doctor for help. It may seem like I am getting at nothing. My body is changing, hurting for the most part, but I still have faith in the Lord. I know he will see me through all of this that this is just a test to test my faith in him. If it is time for me to go and be with him, well all I have to say is that I pray that I am ready. But if it is not time for me to go and be with my Lord, then I have to finish being at my father’s business. For that is the reason we were put on this earth, and that is the reason to why I am sick. God only wants followers who will obey and do his will, and by the grace of God….I will do exactly that!
yes, I crocheted this…and yes again…I do sell them…as gifts…for cheap =) just visit earthangelscrochetandgifts.com/yolasite.com/ to order and to look at more pictures.
My heart feels heavy. I don’t feel the same any more. It’s feels like someone took my heart and thrugh it in a sea of forgettness. It hurts. I feel sad. I need comfort. Who will comfort me in my time of sadness? Jesus will be there for me. He is always there. Alll i have to do is ask him to be there for me and he will be….won’t you ask Jesus to be there for you in your time of feeling like a stone?
How lucky am I?
Guilt is like the devil it will bug u and bug u until you can’t take it anymore and just face it. However, fighting guilt/devil wasn’t meant to be done alone. Jesus was always suppose to be in the picture to take guilt/devil off of your hands. Remember it’s not your battle, so don’t fight it. Let Jesus fight guilt/devil the right way, just forgive and forget. Trust, it may be hard to forgive and forget, but with Jesus nothing is too impossible to do. With Jesus all things are possible. Pillph 3:14
